As-Sahifa Al-Kamilah Al-Sajjadiyya

31. His Supplication in Repentance ==================================

(31) وَ كَانَ مِنْ دُعَائِهِ عَلَيْهِ السَّلَامُ فِي ذِكْرِ

His Supplication in Mentioning and Asking for Repentance

1. اللَّهُمَّ يَا مَنْ لَا يَصِفُهُ نَعْتُ الْوَاصِفِينَ

2. وَ يَا مَنْ لَا يُجَاوِزُهُ رَجَاءُ الرَّاجِينَ

3. وَ يَا مَنْ لَا يَضِيعُ لَدَيْهِ أَجْرُ الْمُحْسِنِينَ ،

4. وَ يَا مَنْ هُوَ مُنْتَهَى خَوْفِ الْعَابِدِينَ .

5. وَ يَا مَنْ هُوَ غَايَةُ خَشْيَةِ الْمُتَّقِينَ

6. هَذَا مَقَامُ مَنْ تَدَاوَلَتْهُ أَيْدِي الذُّنُوبِ ،

7. كَالْجَاهِلِ بِقُدْرَتِكَ عَلَيْهِ ،

8. فَأَقْبَلَ نَحْوَكَ مُؤَمِّلًا لَكَ

9. فَمَثَلَ بَيْنَ يَدَيْكَ مُتَضَرِّعاً ،

10. لَا يُنْكِرُ يَا إِلَهِي عَدْلَكَ

11. اللَّهُمَّ فَهَا أَنَا ذَا

12. اللَّهُمَّ فَصَلِّ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَ آلِهِ ،

13. اللَّهُمَّ وَ ثَبِّتْ فِي طَاعَتِكَ نِيَّتِي ،

14. اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَتُوبُ إِلَيْكَ فِي مَقَامِي هَذَا

15. وَ قَدْ قُلْتَ يَا إِلَهِي

16. وَ لَكَ يَا رَبِّ شَرْطِي

17. اللَّهُمَّ إِنَّكَ أَعْلَمُ بِمَا عَمِلْتُ

18. اللَّهُمَّ وَ عَلَيَّ تَبِعَاتٌ قَدْ حَفِظْتُهُنَّ ،

19. اللَّهُمَّ وَ إِنَّهُ لَا وَفَاءَ لِي بِالتَّوْبَةِ إِلَّا

20. اللَّهُمَّ أَيُّمَا عَبْدٍ تَابَ إِلَيْكَ

21. اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَعْتَذِرُ إِلَيْكَ مِنْ جَهْلِي ،

22. اللَّهُمَّ وَ إِنِّي أَتُوبُ إِلَيْكَ مِنْ كُلِّ مَا خَالَفَ

23. اللَّهُمَّ فَارْحَمْ وَحْدَتِي بَيْنَ يَدَيْكَ ،

24. اللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَ آلِهِ ،

25. اللَّهُمَّ لَا خَفِيرَ لِي مِنْكَ

26. فَمَا كُلُّ مَا نَطَقْتُ بِهِ

27. فَلَعَلَّ بَعْضَهُمْ بِرَحْمَتِكَ

28. اللَّهُمَّ إِنْ يَكُنِ النَّدَمُ تَوْبَةً إِلَيْكَ

29. اللَّهُمَّ فَكَمَا أَمَرْتَ بِالتَّوْبَةِ ،

30. اللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ وَ آلِهِ ،

1- O God, O He whom the depiction of the describers fails to describe!

2- O He beyond whom passes not the hope of the hopers!

3- O He with whom is not lost the wage of the good-doers!

4- O He who is the ultimate object of the fear of the worshipers!

5- O He who is the utmost limit of the dread of the godfearing!

6- This is the station of him whom sins have passed from hand to hand.
Offenses' reins have led him on,
and Satan has gained mastery over him.
He fell short of what Thou hast commanded
through neglect
and he pursued what Thou hast prohibited
in delusion,

7- like one ignorant of Thy power over him
or one who denies the bounty of Thy beneficence toward him,
until, when the eye of guidance was opened for him
and the clouds of blindness were dispelled,
he reckoned that through which he had wronged himself
and reflected upon that in which he had opposed his Lord.
He saw his vast disobedience as vast
and his great opposition as great.

8- So turned to Thee, hoping in Thee
and ashamed before Thee,
and he directed his beseeching toward Thee,
having trust in Thee.
He repaired to Thee in his longing with certitude
and he went straight to Thee in fear with sincerity.
His longing was devoid of every object of longing but Thee,
and his fright departed from every object of fear but Thee.

9- So he stood before Thee pleading,
his eyes turned toward the ground in humbleness,
his head bowed before Thy might in lowliness;
he revealed to Thee in meekness those secrets of his which Thou knowest better than he;
he numbered for Thee in humility
those sins of his which Thou countest better than he;
he sought help from Thee
before the dreadful into which he has fallen
in Thy knowledge
and the ugly which has disgraced him
in Thy judgement:
the sins whose pleasures have turned their backs
and gone
and whose evil consequences have stayed
and stuck fast.

10- He will not deny Thy justice, my God,
if Thou punishest him,
nor will he consider Thy pardon great
if Thou pardonest him and hast mercy upon him,
for Thou art the Generous Lord
for whom the forgiveness of great sins
is nothing great!

11- O God, so here I am:
I have come to Thee obeying Thy command
(for Thou hast commanded supplication)
and asking the fulfilment of Thy promise,
(for Thou hast promised to respond)
Thou hast said,
Supplicate Me and I will respond to you.^1

12- O God, so bless Muhammad and his Household,
meet me with Thy forgiveness just as I have met Thee with my confession,
lift me up from the fatal infirmities of sins
just as I have let myself down before Thee,
and cover me with Thy covering
just as Thou hast shown no haste to take vengeance on me!

13- O God, make firm my intention to obey Thee,
strengthen my insight in worshipping Thee,
give me the success of works
which will wash away the defilement of offenses,
and take me when Thou takest me
in Thy creed and the creed of Thy prophet Muhammad (upon him be peace).

14- O God, I repent to Thee in this my station from my sins, great and small,
my evil deeds, inward and outward,
my lapses, past and recent,
with the repentance of one who does not
tell himself that he might disobey
or secretly think that he might return to an offense.

15- Thou hast said, my God,
in the firm text of Thy Book,
that Thou acceptest repentance from Thy servants,[^2]
pardonest evil deeds,^3
and lovest the repenters,^4
so accept my repentance as Thou hast promised,
pardon my evil deeds as thou hast guaranteed,
and make obligatory toward me Thy love
as Thou hast stipulated!

16- To Thee, my Lord, belongs my stipulation
that I will not return to what is disliked by Thee,
my guarantee that I will not go back
to what Thou blamest,
and my covenant that I will stay away
from acts of disobedience to Thee.

17- O God,
Thou knowest better what I have done,
so forgive me what Thou knowest
and turn me through Thy power to what Thou lovest!

18- O God, counted against me are claims that stay in my memory
and claims that I have forgotten,
while all of them remain in Thy eye that does not sleep
and Thy knowledge that does not forget!
So compensate their owners,
lighten their load upon me,
lift up their weight from me,
and preserve me from approaching their like!

19- O God, but I can not be faithful to my repentance without Thy preservation,
nor can I refrain from offenses without Thy strength.
So strengthen me with a sufficient strength
and attend to me with a defending preservation!

20- O God,
if any servant repents to Thee,
while in Thy knowledge of the Unseen he will break his repentance
and return to his sin and offense,
I seek refuge in Thee lest I be like that!
So make this my repentance
a repentance after which I will need no repentance
and a repentance which will obligate the erasing of what has gone by
and safety in what remains!

21- O God, I ask pardon from Thee for my ignorance,
and I ask Thee to disregard my evil acts!
So join me to the shelter of Thy mercy
through graciousness
and cover me with the covering of Thy well-being through bounteousness!

22- O God, I repent to Thee from everything opposed to Thy will or far from Thy love

• the thoughts of my heart, the glances of my eye, the tales of my tongue -
  with a repentance through which each bodily part will by itself stay safe from ill consequences with Thee
  and remain secure from Thy painful penalties
  feared by transgressors!

23- O God,so have mercy on my being alone before Thee,
the pounding of my heart in dread of Thee,
the trembling of my limbs in awe of Thee!
My sins, my God, have stood me in the station
of degradation in Thy courtyard.
If I remain silent, none will speak for me;
if I seek an intercessor, I am not worthy for intercession.

24- O God, bless Muhammad and his Household,
make Thy generosity intercede for my offenses,
follow up my evil deeds with Thy pardon,
repay me not with the punishment that is my proper repayment,
spread over me Thy graciousness,
wrap me in Thy covering,
and do with me what is done by a mighty man,
when a lowly slave pleads to him and he shows him mercy,
or a rich man, when a poor slave submits himself
and he raises him to wealth!

25- O God,I have no protector against Thee,
so let Thy might be my protector!
I have no intercessor with Thee,
so let Thy bounty be my intercessor!
My offenses have set me quaking, so let Thy pardon give me security!

26- Not all that I have said rises up from
my ignorance of my evil footsteps
or forgetfulness of my blameworthy acts in the past,
but in order that Thy heaven and those within it
and Thy earth and those upon it
may hear the remorse which I have professed to Thee
and the repentance through which I have sought asylum with Thee.

27- Then perhaps one of them, through Thy mercy,
may show mercy upon my evil situation
or be seized by tenderness for my evil state.
There may come from him for my sake
a supplication to which Thou givest ear
more than to my supplication
or an intercession surer with Thee than my intercession
through which I may be delivered from Thy wrath
and attain to Thy good pleasure!

28- O God,
if remorse is a repentance toward Thee,[^5]
then I am the most remorseful of the remorseful!
If refraining from disobedience is a turning back to Thee,
then I am the first of those who turn back!
If praying for forgiveness alleviates sins,
surely I am one of those who pray for Thy forgiveness!

29- O God, as Thou hast commanded repentance
and guaranteed acceptance,
as Thou hast urged supplication,
and promised to respond,
so also bless Muhammad and his Household,
accept my repentance,
and return me not to the returning place
of disappointment in Thy mercy!
Surely Thou art Ever-turning toward the sinners, All-compassionate^6 toward the offenders who turn back!

30- O God, bless Muhammad and his Household
just as Thou hast guided us by him!
Bless Muhammad and his Household
just as Thou hast rescued us through him![^7]
Bless Muhammad and his Household,
with a blessing that will intercede for us
on the Day of Resurrection,
the day of neediness toward Thee!
Thou art powerful over everything,^8
and that is easy for Thee!

[^2]: 9:104; 42:25

[^5]: Allusion to the well-known prophetic saying: 'Remorse is a repentance' (Ibn Maja, Zuhd 30; Ahmad I, 376, 423; VI, 264).

[^7]: There is probably an allusion here to 3:103: You were upon the brink of a pit of Fire, and He rescued you from it.